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divinityfrompainJulia Wicker
Full Name:
Wicka
God:
Guardian of Seeds Unsown
Blessing:
Foresight
Suggestion:
Seeing the future; perceiving consequences or actions before they come
Affliction:
Trickery
Suggestion:
Manipulating choices; consequences through misunderstanding; a wish gone awry
Location:
Feywilds and Godlands
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Julia's darkness was for a long time overshone by her happiness. She loved answering prayers, she felt like she was achieving her fate and purpose in life, she had great friends, and she was able to marry the love of her life the Doctor. But over time she has been worn down. As a goddess of foresight, she answered human prayers and gave them options of what they wanted for their future, but she always added one wrong answer, a little trick that turned into a test. As humans more and more picked the failure option, often a selfish one, she started to get dismayed, disappointed, and eventually very cynical about the state of humanity. A lot of her work over the first five hundred years and her positivity started to bleed away, leaving her bitter.
Julia often walks among humans, hoping that they'll prove her wrong, but since she is seeing everything through a negative lens these days, she absorbs their mistakes and sees them more clearly. Sometimes she is more unfair than others. She and the Doctor separated, leaving her unmoored and heartbroken as the darkness seeped deeper into her. She's started to become what she feared before, and at this point, it may be that apathy toward humans would be healthier than her negative feelings. She's let the intrusive thoughts rise. For now, her friends have managed to keep her balanced the past few hundred years, but she's always on the cusp.
Julia often walks among humans, hoping that they'll prove her wrong, but since she is seeing everything through a negative lens these days, she absorbs their mistakes and sees them more clearly. Sometimes she is more unfair than others. She and the Doctor separated, leaving her unmoored and heartbroken as the darkness seeped deeper into her. She's started to become what she feared before, and at this point, it may be that apathy toward humans would be healthier than her negative feelings. She's let the intrusive thoughts rise. For now, her friends have managed to keep her balanced the past few hundred years, but she's always on the cusp.
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Julia is most often in the form above, her half-human, half-fox appearance. She has fox ears and her hair is now a bright red. Her skin is pale and she has red markings and freckles on her cheeks. She sometimes has a sleek red tail and sharp nails, along with Fey-like looking pointed ears. Her eyes are a glowing red. In her god form (pictured at the top) she is tall and majestic, her body made of white and red hair, hair mixed with fabric and plants and vines turned the same color. The plants and wildlife move around her and she can turn them white or red with a touch of her fingers. There are rose petals surrounding her delicate face and her eyes are red without pupils.
Julia can be found among humans in her original human form as she travels around, seeking a reason to believe again. When appearing to mortals, she occasionally appears first as a beautiful red and blue fox, the blue parts glow. When she's traveling in her fox form though and less notable, she is looking a little darker outside of the flame tail.
Julia has mercifully forgotten her life before coming here outside of remembering that she has always been afraid of becoming too apathetic. She knows that there is a reason she was worried that she could go dark, so it has been in her thoughts. For the first five hundred or so years, Julia was happy. She got married, she felt complete in her skin, she was happy to answer prayers, she lived among the Fey who felt like they could be her people. As things started to spiral downward, she found herself detaching more and more.
About two hundred years before the three months played in, she and the Doctor separated due to their individual problems. Julia felt like his 'everything is great' attitude was making her intrusive thoughts worse and thinking she was dark and bad and not worthy of him. It spiraled her into more depression and eventually she left him. She did not know at the time that he was also struggling with madness and was not in fact 'great' but he wasn't communicating his own issues. Their separation therefore is more a matter of them miscommunicating out of fear of harming the other person, but in fact only harmed themselves. They still consider themselves married and love each other, but that currently they cannot work as a couple.
As Julia got worse following the separation, deeper into depression and frustration, she luckily had a few friends who helped her stay focused. Dean Winchester stepped in as someone willing to balance her out when she was unfair to the humans who called on her and he punished those he thought deserved her disdain. The two became closer and eventually became lovers. She also joined a threesome with him and his lover Castiel. Her brother Zagreus was quick to always remind her of what her fears were once upon a time and that she could stay on the good path she wanted. Her friends Sabine and Hilda helped remind her of the love that they shared for each other and that there was still reasons to see the bright side. Meanwhile she has friends like Astarion to complain bitterly about their failed marriages.
Right now her sanity is holding on by these close connections but she always feels one day away from snapping.
About two hundred years before the three months played in, she and the Doctor separated due to their individual problems. Julia felt like his 'everything is great' attitude was making her intrusive thoughts worse and thinking she was dark and bad and not worthy of him. It spiraled her into more depression and eventually she left him. She did not know at the time that he was also struggling with madness and was not in fact 'great' but he wasn't communicating his own issues. Their separation therefore is more a matter of them miscommunicating out of fear of harming the other person, but in fact only harmed themselves. They still consider themselves married and love each other, but that currently they cannot work as a couple.
As Julia got worse following the separation, deeper into depression and frustration, she luckily had a few friends who helped her stay focused. Dean Winchester stepped in as someone willing to balance her out when she was unfair to the humans who called on her and he punished those he thought deserved her disdain. The two became closer and eventually became lovers. She also joined a threesome with him and his lover Castiel. Her brother Zagreus was quick to always remind her of what her fears were once upon a time and that she could stay on the good path she wanted. Her friends Sabine and Hilda helped remind her of the love that they shared for each other and that there was still reasons to see the bright side. Meanwhile she has friends like Astarion to complain bitterly about their failed marriages.
Right now her sanity is holding on by these close connections but she always feels one day away from snapping.
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I am still looking for numerous things for Julia!
New lovers: Julia has been separated for two hundred years and looking for ways to make her feel more alive. She is more likely to want people who she already has close CR with at this point, so those are open!
Significant moments in history: Maybe things that happened to your character that he could have been a part of and changed. Let me know!
People to turn her dark/light: People who may have been encouraging her dark side and the slippery slope she's on, or those who remind her that there is more going on!
Just new CR/deepened CR: It's been 800 years. She should be close to many people by now!
New lovers: Julia has been separated for two hundred years and looking for ways to make her feel more alive. She is more likely to want people who she already has close CR with at this point, so those are open!
Significant moments in history: Maybe things that happened to your character that he could have been a part of and changed. Let me know!
People to turn her dark/light: People who may have been encouraging her dark side and the slippery slope she's on, or those who remind her that there is more going on!
Just new CR/deepened CR: It's been 800 years. She should be close to many people by now!
Abilities
GEOKINESIS
Julia has continued to be an earth magic user and she still grows plants and helps out at the harvest time. While she is not Endrborrin and worshipped for that reason, she does it of her own volition as it comes naturally to her as a goddess. Her plants and flowers are always vividly glowing and beautiful. When she's in a mood she can create small earthquakes or leave behind foot prints if she storms off.
PRECOGNITION
As her goddess title entails, Julia is a precog. She can see into the destiny of mortals and get an idea of what's coming next for them. If they call upon her, she will look into their soul and see the path. From there what she does is offer a series of choice, with the idea that if they pick the right road, they will get everything they've dreamed of. If they pick the wrong choice, usually the most selfish, they will have bad luck and find their lives in misery. While technically "fate" plays a part in these blessings, fate is also what they make of it through her.
SHAPESHIFTING
Julia's appearance is often in flux. She has a few goddess visuals and sometimes picks other ones depending on the day. She also shapeshifts into a fox and runs around in that form. Outside of that, Julia can transform herself into various human forms that she walks the earth with, usually to spy on people or observe their average life. She can take the form of mortals she meets and pretend to be them. While she generally does this out of curiosity, due to her trickster affliction, she sometimes does make trouble for them while in that form. A part of her craves trouble.
ANIMAL FRIENDSHIP
What started as a small gift from the Singularity turned into one of her common abilities. Julia can bond with animals of all kinds and they regularly surround her when she's in her fox form. She'll run and play with them, and every animal that she comes across immediately warms to her. She cannot use this ability on the more dangerous monsters or the demigod creatures, this is for the passive or common beasts.
PAUSE
Amplified from an ability she already has as a goddess, Julia can freeze people in their tracks and make it impossible for anyone to move in her vicinity. This works on humans to the point where none of them can move anything other than their eyes until she decides to let go of them. This can work on creatures for a few minutes, depending on how powerful they are, and on other gods only with given permission.
PERCEPTION MANIPULATION
Julia is capable of warping people's perception of the truth and of reality if they've annoyed her. She sometimes does this when she is disappointed in mortals or in people who she feels have gone down the wrong path after receiving her blessings. This can eventually lead them to madness as they lose sight of what is real.
ooc info:
dee . est . theskyisnew
